A Message

It's not that I think I'm forgettable... it's that I'm afraid of being forgotten.  When you leave an intense situation and move into a not-so-intense one, it's easy to think that the whole experience will disappear along with the environment.

So, I'm trying to be more low-key than I actually am.  I'm not good at pretending though, and attempting something that isn't innately 'me' just leads to a general discomfort - for both the specific situation and my person as a whole.  

And this is probably nowhere near as subtle as I think it is, so I'll just say it.  

I miss you.