a better day

Thanks to all of you who offered words of wisdom and support when I was feeling crappy.

I feel much better now; I had a good night of sleep and the morning off to catch up on things I needed to have been doing all week.

The Team in Training Kick-Off was tonight. It was fun, albiet exhausting. I helped set up all day...we left the TNT office at 2:30 and I just got home...it's 11:30. I'm glad I helped...it's always good to see how much effort goes into an event like that. Again, I'm just so happy to be part of such a wonderful organization. It makes me feel like a decent person, and there really isn't any substitute for that feeling.

Now to get started with my fundraising this time around. argh.

I've been feeling so trapped lately, but I'm realizing it's not the fault of anyone but myself. i need to figure out what i want...and then I can go after it. This feeling of being lost is because I just don't know at the moment where I'm headed, and that's such a scary feeling for me. I know there can be a lot of joy and excitement in the process of all this, but my type A personality is just not made for it. I want to know where I'm going, and then find the quickest way there. So, my misery lately has been because I can't even attempt to find a path when I don't know the destination.

Okay. Enough...it's getting corny.
I need to go to sleep. FRIDAY is here!!!!